Well i just had to share this..
Why as women, mothers, wives, friends so hard on ourselves.. why do we constantly strive for perfection??
I wouldnt say i am constantly striving to be perfect.. but i do find that I am hard on myself and i dont always quite feel satisfied .. with who i am, as a mother and wife, as a friend, as a homemaker, as a photographer, as a member of the church, in my callings..
This week.. has for me be a long one, ( with Elias being so sick and all) my patience has been going....and i have pondered
alot about what i really want and who i want to be..
The other night when Elias was freaking out about something, as he has been like this week.. i just broke down.. i needed to
escape and i felt like i was a bad mom for getting upset..
I said to Jer " i just cant do everything.. and when i try i'm just not satisfied..
Jeremy responds.. (as a good husband) " Rachelle, You dont have to do everything, at least not all at once".. "and you
know what,"You're very satisfying to me..if that counts!". Of course this made me feel better as i laughed.. thanks honey!
At least i know i am satisfying to someone.. Thanks Babe! I love you..
Anyways hopefully i am not the only one that has "moments" like this...